I would like to do some sort of online journal/blog for friends and family to check in on me while I'm hiking. It sounds overwhelming to keep up with everyone individually.
31 afab nonbinary. I'll be 32 years old in another 2 days! Like the title says, I've decided that I'm thru hiking the trail this year. I have been laid off from work twice in the last 5 months. I'm severely depressed and can't decide what kind of life I want to build next. I've ruined a lot of relationships recently and need space to grieve fully where I won't cause anymore damage. I'm also withdrawing from heavy cannabis use multiple times per day every day for the last 10+ years, which is wrecking me way worse than I ever thought it could. I still believe weed is a safer choice than pretty much any other drug I'm familiar with including alcohol, but I don't think it is as safe as a lot of people make it out to be for recreational purposes. With the withdrawal, everything feels like it's getting worse before it gets better, so I could really use something in my life to shake things up and reintroduce my brain to healthier ways of obtaining that sweet, sweet dopamine. I haven't thru hiked before. I've only done day trips. But I have been following this sub and subs for several other trails and general thru hiking pretty closely for the last 6 years hoping that I would learn enough and work up the courage to head out. I also started going to the gym about 3-4 months ago to prepare my body. And I've already accepted that something could happen that forces me off the trail before I finish. I do plan to go against the grain and do SOBO. I don't have all of my equipment yet because I'm trying to hold out for REI's May anniversary sale for some of it, but I have pretty much everything picked out. I plan to crash with relatives in Virginia before I head out so that I can have a home base close by to do a little shakedown in the same environment as some parts of the AT before I leave. I would really like to do some sort of online journal/blog for friends and family to check in on me because it sounds like way too much to try to keep up with everyone individually while I'm away. I still need to choose a platform for that. I'm excited and nervous as hell.